Tea

So, my college is officially 'off' for the week.

There won't be any classes, though nothing really changes for me; I've been taking online courses all semester and I still have to go to work tomorrow (though even then, I work mostly online and simply meet with my 'boss' a couple times a week... it's just work-study, but it is still a job depending how you view it, though it's definitely not livable). My assignment deadlines have been lengthened so I have more time to breathe, at least. 

I guess I have "more time than usual" to read the books I've been wanting to read for months, or binge-watch a bajillion Netflix series I've been meaning to watch, or get some cleaning/room rearranging and other chores done, but... I could have done those things anyway. I'm probably STILL not going to be do all that (aside from cleaning, that's important), because, I'm in a bad state of mind right now. You know, that stage those of us with depression go through when we just feel like literal blobs for a few weeks? I'm so behind on my school work and my internship projects, but all I can think about doing right now is sitting on Youtube watching ghost hunting videos. I decided to switch it up just a little bit by making a DreamWidth account. Y'know. Priorities.

I'm a bored blob who is currently procrastinating at 3 AM. I SHOULD have taken a shower hours ago, and I SHOULD be sleeping right now, but again, my depression/anxiety drives me to live on my computer, avoiding all adult responsibilities.

Honestly, though, I decided to give this site another go in order to possibly find a community to vibe with on here.
If I can't find a community of people, I at least have a blog so I can vent into the void. Joy.

Since this is technically my first post, I'll introduce myself: